Monday, November 07, 2005

我真的好冇用...

自從考試日期確定了後,心情變得不太好,心跳加速,好緊張!

昨晚,還發惡夢及失眠!

今早,打電話book考試琴練習,已經沒有什麼時間可以選擇,只得星期三至五晚上的時間,每次只得一小時,所以,又要舟車勞碌的晚上出動!

現在常常的,不知是抖太氣或是深呼吸,我已分不出它們的分別,因為都是同一個動作!

我真的很害怕考試呀!

11 comments:

Carrie said...

不要怕不要怕!我們每一個都支持你呀!為你祈禱!

San Wen Ji said...

其實你怕的是什麼?你要找出來呀!

史路比 said...

以前個個老師都話,怕係正常架,即使準備得幾好都會怕,其實,我先唔係幾正常,我估我連怕都冇資格啦... wuwuwu (haha)

yuen luk luk said...

carrie, 謝謝妳為我祈禱, 我也祝福你們呀, hehehe!

e, 我怕在別人面前表現自己, 很不自然, 考官看着我, 我的心真係好震的呀, 叫我點樣彈得好? 我只可以自閉的彈琴!

yuen luk luk said...

親愛的史路比, 睇完妳的留言, 原來我咁怕都係好正常的呀! 錦都好D!

妳都要盡最後的努力, 衝埋去呀!

Ruth Tam said...

You need stage fright to perform well. Otherwise, it will be without spark. So, I think that's good sign.

Trust me. Remember last time I told you you would play better after your holiday even you stopped practice for a while?

Based on what you said, I think you have a good chance to have a successful performance.

Let celebrate after your exam. Will buy you lunch or dinner, together with Snoopy and Cuckoo.

Ruth Tam said...

You need to practise those relaxation exercise at home, or when you feel nervous. i.e. the head roll, shoulder roll, squeeze your fists, ...

Ruth Tam said...

One more thing, practise with the clothes you plan to wear on exam day. Usually I practice with my costume several times at home or practice room and then in the recital hall.

Ruth Tam said...

Still on more thing: do you play by memory? If so, try to play once or twice backward. What I mean is, you start from the last 2 lines, then the last 4, then the last 6, ... You will feel much secured after doing that. This is something I find very useful but I never dare to ask my students to do it, or they will think I am crazy.

yuen luk luk said...

Ruth, thanks for your advice, it's very useful to me! I will do the relaxation exercises!

one of the good points is
"practise with the clothes you plan to wear on exam day" - I am thinking about it too, cos' we need to dress up for the exam and I hate to dress up! I will pick some clothes as comfortable as I could! Also the shoes, I need to practise with the pedal!

I hope I can give my best in the exam, I really wish!

Let's get together after our exam! No need to buy us la, I am very appreciated for your advice to me already! I need to buy you ah!

Thomas Lee said...

係人都驚啦,好正常嘅,練琴係要,但係唔好迫得自己咁緊,瞓足食夠就一定掂。

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